Words I can't yet share with you

Your absence leaves me wanting, wondering. When will you return? When will you return to me? There are a million things you could accomplish with your life, a million and one with me by your side. I want to change the world with you, Jen. I want us to sing together, go round the world exploring our love as we explore each new continent, help others live better and more fulfilling lives, show the world what love can be and do when it is given the opportunity to flourish. I want my life to be yours so that i may finally live and i want desperately to share these words with you, but I dare not send them for fear of overwhelming you and pushing you away. May the Sun shine on you this morning where you are. May it light your path and warm your heart like I've not yet been able to, and may it guide you safely back to me.